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I hate saying goodbye.

lyrics speak my thoughts.

Where are the people that accused me?

The ones who beat me down and bruised me

They hide just out of sight

Can't face me in the light

They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again

Take me where I've never been

I want to go there

This time I'm not scared

Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable

No one can touch me

Nothing can stop me

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going

But faith is moving without knowing

Can I trust what I can't see

To reach my destiny

I want to take control

but I know better

Forget the fear it's just a crutch

That tries to hold you back

And turn your dreams to dust

All you need to do is just trust

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

-Unbreakable, Fireflight

How He Loves

He is jealous for me,

Loves like a hurricane,

I am a tree,

Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.

When all of a sudden,

I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,

And I realize just how beautiful You are,

And how great Your affections are for me.

We are His portion and He is our prize,

Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,

If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.

So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,

And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,

I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,

When I think about, the way…

The Way He Loves Us

"Oh Lord, forgive what I have been, sanctify what I am, and order what I shall be"

- Thomas Wilson

Future's wide open :)

I look forward to the future.

I look forward to what God is doing and what he is going to do.

I feel like the another chapter of my life has closed and I have

entered into a new season.

A season of greater faith, bigger steps of faith, increased measure of Gods presence, a greater annointing, and a greater release of His supernatural power.

I'm ready to continue learning, and experiencing all that God has for me.

I have no clue what that all entails, but I know that it will be good, hard and stretching but good.

I know that God has placed a high calling on my life, and I am finally at a place where I can fully focus on pursuing all that God has planned.

I have no clue where I am going, or how I am going to get there,

But I guess that's where walking by faith comes into play.

"My whole life is yours, I give it all, surrender to your name, and forever I will pray: Have your way! Have your way!"

still holding on...

Why am I still holding on?

Why, when I look back do I wish that some things had never changed?

Why do i so quickly forget the bad times, the painful times?

Maybe because my flesh was more comfortable there,

I guess it's easier to compromise then risk having enemies.

I can't change what happened, I can't change the fact that i've been misunderstood, nor can I change the words that have been spoken.

I've never regretted anything, but somedays I wish I could have my cake and eat it too.

But I can't, and I think that's a good thing.

My life's become a waiting game. Waiting on God, to do what, Im not exactly sure.

But I know that as I patiently wait, He will reveal, the pieces that are still missing.

One day I will see, why I've had to travel the path I have.

Until then, I wait, seek and worship, and live.

I realize this entry can be taken many ways, and I guess I'm ok with that.

God knows exactly what I am meaning, and I've come to realize, only his opinion matters anyways

-Jess

lyrics & verses.

This is what God has been speaking to me lately, pretty self explanitory:

"I know that you are for me

I know that you are for me

I know that you will never,

forsake me in my weakness

I know that you have come now

Even if to write upon my heart

To remind me who you are"

-"You are for me", Kari Jobe.

"If God is for me,

Who can be against me?

-Rom 8:31

Amen. :)