reflect

Today is the last day of January.

Looking back over what I've written both on here and in my journal, I see a pattern.

Continual breaking down of who I think I am, the strength I think I have, the trust I've misplaced and the love I thought I knew.

This month has also birthed new desires and opportunities. As well as circumstances that taught me to stand up for myself and my convictions, something I've never done previously.

God's given and He's taken away. Built me up and tore me down.

I've come to the conclusion that I have a lot to learn.

But I have time. No need to rush.

So Here I stand, on the edge of another month.

Lord, lead me, I'll follow. Ask me, I'll go. Speak, I'll listen.

It's no longer mine.

Lord Hold my heart.

Don't let anyone touch it

Don't even let me touch it.

'cause I suck at keeping it safe.

To Truly Know You

So much has gone on and is continuing to go on in my life since I last blogged.

I have to make some serious decisions in the next couple months, maybe even weeks that have the potential to change my life forever. It's scary and hard to put my fears aside.

Do I truly trust God's guidance?

Do I truly believe that He will provide?

Do I truly trust that I can hear His voice?

Do I truly trust that this is what He's asking me to do?

I'll soon find out.

You stay the same through the ages..

New Year. New Semester. New Friends. New Desires. New Dreams

New Experiences. New Discoveries. New Revelation.

New Oppurtunies. New Battles. New life.

Same Jesus.

"Forget the former things, do not dwell on the past. See I am doing a NEW thing!.

Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?

I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland"

Isaiah 43:18, 19