32 days.

God, please let me see your church like you do... 

...love them like you do

...believe in them like you do

...care about them like you do

'cause i'm struggling with all of the above.

I am nothing without you..

The past few days leading up to my worship night have been hard. I have a cough, my throat hurts and I have become discouraged.  Doesn't God know I need to sing tomorrow? Doesn't God know I can't fulfill this school requirement unless he intervenes? Doesn't he know that lots of people are going to be there?!

But......

         Do I realize this isn't about me?

         Do I realize how much I've thought I can do this on my own?

         Do I grasp the reality that my very life depends on Christ's desire for me to live?

         Do I understand that my giftings are for his glory alone?

"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”" - 2 Cor. 12:9

Needless to say I've come to the realization that I am nothing and can do nothing without Christ. There is no way I can get up there tomorrow and sing without him strengthening my voice. There is no way anyone will be impacted without him pouring out upon us. There is no way I can, or want to, do this in my own strength.

I need you more, 

more than the air i breathe, 

more than the song i sing,

 more than my next heart beat, 

I need you more

I know that God is faithful and that he will provide me with everything I need to walk through tomorrow night.  My weakness is great, but his grace, strength, power, wisdom and love are far greater.  

Lord you are all I need, I lay everything I am &everything I lack before you.

Please fill me up with you...so I can pour you out to those around me. 

It's all about you. It's all about you. It's all about you.